30/7

*paiseh paiseh
long time din update blog jor
no mood
no chance 2 on pc ...
nid 2 prepare 4 my exam
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2day ...
fri...
went skul
sat down dere ...
started reading my science
subki gave a speech~
"canot bring phone ...
wear baju pj
bla bla bla "
he talk so much 4 wat leh
we oso will bring de la
==
waste his saliva
den
bek claz

science~
teac din teach ~
so ...
4gt do wat jor
==

bm~
teac wan we 2 do sumthin
but...
i sat at dere
n continue my science
coz
tat 1 is group work
same group wif kah yee n sze yeng..
dey did all the work
kah yee write
szeyeng think
haha
so
thx ya
^^

reccess

sry ya
gapfai...
i really dunnoe shu nee go ask laura de
nt i wan put ur plane
sry~

pm~
teac juz spread the paper
den
wan we 2 paste it into nota
kah hoe damn funny de lo
laz time i kena
tis time he kena
haha
he paste the paper into literature
haha

kh~
tis period
really
f***
once rusmini came in
jia sheng n waihong still at my place dere talk
==
made teac angry ...
den
argh~
she started 2 teac
account ....
i really dun und. acc de lo
damn luan
den
if dunnoe
sure copy de la
==
damn !
suddenly
she called kah hoe
stand up
n tell her the amount
den
kah hoe ask sze yeng lo
teac den ask him
"izit ur hw do urself ...
or copy 1 ?"
sure honest de la
den
ans her honestly
started 2 scold again
den
i kena oso
she SUDDENLY say
"bside 1
stand up "
==
den
ask me
oso ans honestly
==
scold again

the nex "victim"
jia sheng
haha
his turn 2 stand up
ans honestly OSO!
she bek cek jor
den
ask whole claz hu is copy 1
stand up

my claz really honest de lo
haha
most of the boy oso stand up
==

yeah
gt many ppl acc me
haha

our punishment ~
write karangan
about y we wan 2 copy
==!!!!!

ring ~~~~~~

FINALLY
her period pass jor
discuss how 2 write the karangan wif wai hong
==
relly giv wai hong boom dou
he is going 2 write tis
"y i wan 2 copy?
i really dun wan copy de
but
i really dunnoe how 2 do
icopy tis wif "not sukarela"
im sooooooooo guilty
when i copying tis
i sambil cry sambil copy
i really
HATE myslef
hate myself tat ruining my own future
hate myself tat not listen 2 u "
really
BOOM dou ...

bi~
teac sore throat~
den
juz copy thing

after skul
beat dailou bag
haha
den
wait 4 my mum


2moro is smksb de carnival ...
really expecting 2moro
sum frenz gt cum bek
peilu xD
n
book alot of food
sum ppl belanja me oso
really anticipating 4 it
woooooooohooooooooooooo

argh~

tis few day ...
really
facing nt oni 1 prob

1st prob~
even though how i work hard~
my sejarah~
still tat SUCK!!!!!!!!
dunnoe how 2 sit 4 the PMR

2nd
his prob ...
maybe
tis is nt so serious ...
but
still annoying me

3rd prob
i wan 2 go 1U!!!!!!!!!
after carnival ....
by taxi
wif shu nee n kah hoe
but
dunnoe mum will allow anot....
==
99% cant go
"nt safety ...still small "
bla bla bla

4th prob~
"her" prob
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really cham de is ...
i started feel tired jor
wan giv up
but
cant
==
really wan 2 4gt her ...
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arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

20/7

went skul ...
walking 2 our claz ...
omg
i didnt brought my bottle ...
deng

suan
went up ...
share water wif kah hoe
thx ya
^^

geo teacher no come
sat at dere n do nth

pj
went down ...
1st tat time ...
ping pong ...
but ....
tis time ...
1 more ppl list in my banned list jor ....
WON WEI KIT
he really ...
****

it started like tat :

when i was plying ping pong
wif chuan sheng ...
we 2 oso beh song DG de ...
so...
we hit the ball HARDLY~
everytime when 1 of us hit the ball ....
we will use up all the power
n hit tat ball ...
hardly
coz
hope it can hit dou DG
but~
nt everytime oso succeed
sumtime the ball~
jump here jump there
haha

suddenly ~
WON WEI KIT
came
==
hit the table
n
act like very YENG
his eyes...
YENG DOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU~
n say :
"你们到底要不要玩好来的？
你们信不信我和老师讲..."
f*ck o** laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
tot u r hu?
uks ...?
PUI!!!!!!!!!!!!

chuan seng n me ...
use our eyes n fought wif him
but
he fought back ...
==

DG came out jor ....
he pull tat UKS 1 side ....
n
say LOUDLY :
"不要跟他们吵，
我们会读书，又会打球..."
wat de f*ck

kai hao ,chuan seng ,har zai n me heard it ...
laugh dou cant stop xD

suan jor ...
afetr the claz oso nth much ...
den ..

skip~


bek home ...
on pc
chat ...

den
argh~
sumthing happen ...
receive a msg...
make me no mood ....

den ...
really impatience jor ....
he wan 2 force me summore
den
str8 away close his phone
argh~
izit 2 over jor ?
2 cruel jor?

receive 1 more msg from "her"
dun noe wan congratz me anot
when i receiced tis msg ~
no more mood 2 do my folio jor
n
found bek the feeling of ...
pain ...
haopless...
cry~

不懂是你幸运还是什么...
我今天真的是什么mood 都没有...
发生了很多事情...
再加上...
我不喜欢被人逼的...
你好选不选...
就选今天...
真的是很不爽啊！！




sry ...
make u gt scolded...
sry~

i dun demand 4 so much...
but ...
god still wan 2 ruin it ...
laz time ...
2gether ...
den ...
xxxxxx
ok ...
tat my fault ...
dunnoe how 2 apprecriate
u still willing 2 sms wif me
really happy ~
at least u dun repel me ..

but ...
izit the godplying fool wif me
haha
y??
really hopeless now ...

(2day de post quite rude...== )

19/7

2day went skul
as usual
reach dere ...
sat down ...
n
keep dreaming ...
@@

perhimpunan started ...
bla bla bla
suddenly
i feel some droplet was falling onto my hand ...
yeah ...
rain jor ...
go a side ...

pn.lee arange the place ...
den ...
call me 2 go 1
==
den went in dewan ...
sit bhind "her"
haha...
her in front de hair tie up jor ...
maybe scare spot check gua ~
but
4 me
u alway r pretty
the most perfect girl in the world
XD

sit like tat ...
legs oredi pain jor de la ...
wan go bek 1 claz by 1 claz summore
==
really bertahan ...
den went bek wif dedikasi

bm ~

reccess~

bi ~

sn~
tis period ..
really
make my spec drop
==

1st thing tat ...
we tot we nid 2 pass up 作文
den rush in sn period lo
coz
we THOUGHT tat ...
izhan was a "snowman"
wun angry de
den
we all do our work
without copying the ans
tat he dicuss n write on the board de
rush rush rush ~
SUDDENLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he came n check
==
all the guy behind
(include me oso )
kena ...
den
go in front ....
stand a line

girl 1 side
boy 1 side

of coz la
boy more den girl ~
bt
mine "she "oso kena ....

started tat time
we all really nt afraid at all
still can joking
==
den
after few minutes
...
...
izhan started 2 scold jor
TT
really different ppl


bla bla bla

crapping tat time
stupid kai row
keep make me laughing ...
luckily
i hide bhind wai hong body
if let izhan c dou me laughing
u all sure cant c me anymore at sinar bintang
><

"ok ~tis is ur laz warning~
nex time if u all do again ...
i will ambil tindakan "
==
walked back 2 our place

the funny thing is ~
we continue our 作文
==

ring ~~~~~~~~
sn over jor
haha
geo ...
teacher didnt teach

bc ...
copy thing

after skul ~
den bek lo
watch tv untill 3.30++
no bath ><
watched "angel n demon"
started tat time no watch dou
so the other
confuse
@@
after finish bath
slp a while
copy komsas 1
den on ...
dailou find dou ...
den chat chat chat ...
haha
after sumtime dailou tuition lu~
no ppl acc me jor ...
luckily ...
gt jia sheng n my gor gor haha

everytime ~
when i received ur msg ~
even though is
"wat u doing "
or
"eat jor ma"
i oso very very satisfied jor ....
thx ya
thx 4 asking me those ques ....
hehe

life brief candle

friday ~
english tuition tat time
revision~
life brief candle ....
==

started tat time ...
ruban oredi tell us
"try 2 imagian tat ...
u r tat guy ..."

den ..
lesson started ~
his lesson really fun de lo
(sumtime la )

long long time ago~
dunoe wat ppl (4gt jor)
his wife ...
wan him 2 b sumwhere(4gt again)de king
den
he worked hard n fight 4 it

after sumtime
he succeed jor ..
den
his wife
"bye bye" jor
==

so ~
he wrote "life brief candle"
tis poem
came out like tis ...

2moro ,2moro n 2moro ...
creep in tis petty pace from day 2 day
bla bla bla





den
ruban started explain 4 it ...

really meaningful ...
he ask we all a ques ...
the ques tat i cant ans ...

"wat is the purpose of our life?"

i stun at dere ...
n keep thinking ...
n ...
i cant find the ans
y??

hope i can find the ans as faz as posible

tis few day ...
feel like
my soul full of emptiness...
dunnoe lack of wat ...
i juz cant sit quietly
i muz stand up n walk around
dunnoe y ...
keep worring ...
><

ur birthday is coming soon~
confuse now
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14/7

2day ...
woke up ...
c phone ...
omg...
6.49++
rush rush rush ~

luckily ~
reach skul wif no late !
haha

perhimpunan ~
sienz ...
go back claz ...
find chair ..
again!

sn ~
bi~
bi teacher whole week no come
den
fun ....haha

recess~

pm~

bm~
teacher no come oso
haha

bc ~
everytime
bc period =slp time
coz
really..
sienz!

m3 ..
alot of homework
but
can agar agar handle it
^^

den back home
do tuition homework ~
==
laz minute

go tuition
4.25++
math n scince~
when i m tuition-ing
really hate de lo ~
my "frenz"
w** y***
==
really ****
i oredi sacrifie my place
n let u guy sit 2gether jor
u say some more!
"dun wan fake fake die la !
wan sit wif the girl den say la "
wt*
i really wan 2
scold him tat time ...
but ...
argh~
dun wan choi him
other frenz oso dun like him so much

6.10++
10 minutes break ~
go tat stall
n buy
2x rocky
1x chipsmore
haha
every wed
after bm de tuition
sure kenyang de ~
==
in bm tuition ~
somrthing happen ~
hui min dunnoe y
suddenly her face ~
black dou ~
dunnoe me or weng kiet say wrong thing
if really my fault
sry ya ~
n
suddenly ~
weng kiet face black again
==
my fault again ?
sry lo

i keep quiet when the 2 "black face guy "
was bside n behind me
horrible ~

den
8.10++
back home
eat chicken rice
^^

started 2 do math hw ~
==
chapter 15
tan sin cos
==
sumtime noe hu dey r
bt
sumtime no~
haiz
nvm
juz work harder on tat chapter

ask u ...
"doing revision ?"

yeah ~
u reply me ~
even though after 1 hour
==
but
nvm
gt reply den i very happy jor
chat chat chat ~
den
ended wif
"good nite"
^^
happy ~
at least gt sms wif u

haha